Today has been a rough day. I woke up this morning feeling pretty good. I have this soreness in my lower belly, by my uterus/bladder area, that feels like I’ve been doing sit ups all night. Other than that I felt fine, nothing different. Hubby and I talked in the bathroom while we were both getting ready for work. It was a nice moment of closeness we shared because we are both going through this and it is sharing how each other feel. We mostly just talked about how I’m feeling and if I have noticed any symptoms yet. I am 5 days past ovulation date. Symptoms could start showing up any day now. This morning, I had nothing to really report other than the sore belly and a slowing down of my potty abilities…. Not constipation, but slower.
This afternoon however, ugh. My tummy is still sore. I have this stabbing pain around my right ovary whenever I move and off and on when I’m just sitting. There are times it almost takes my breath away. I think it may be the corpeus lutium. I think it is setting up shop! I’m having some strange spasm feelings in my cervix and my cervical mucus is getting to be this thinner white consistency. My pants have apparently shrank during the late morning, early afternoon because I had to unbutton them and they are now being held closed with a rubber band. I’ve eaten pretty much anything and everything I’ve laid eyes on and am still starving! I’ve drank several glasses of water and still feel thirsty, which has led to more peeing. There have been several times this afternoon I’ve had to fight to keep from laying down and sleeping.
At first, its easy to get excited about these symptoms. But remember, I’m on progesterone suppositories, so it could just be from them. Or, it could be early pregnancy symptoms. Its so heart wrenching to feel these things and not know. I’m getting excited from feeling them, but I’m so afraid of the potential let down that could be coming in a week and a half.
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